Well, I had a baby. The lady gave me a baby, right? And I was in an outlaw motorcycle club for a long time. And the thought wasn't very positive, right? So I saw this guy. The doctor gave me this kid. And she said she's perfect. And I'm like, holy crap. You know, I made something perfect. I thought I was a derelict. So the first thing I thought is I have to protect this kid from my negative thinking. So how do I change that? My commute back and forth is 80 miles to my office. And that's what I've always done doing commercial work. No matter if I was working for somebody else or whatever, I would drive to the Silicon Valley from Santa Cruz,40 miles one way. And I had gotten some, a guy named Jim Rome, love that man. I had his cassette tapes, right? And I put them in the, I go, it's one hour, one way. So I thought to myself, if I listen to this guy one hour a day, instead of listening to the same Pantera freaking song or whatever I've been listening to for decades, maybe I can learn something. So I started learning this, listening to Jim Rohn. And what started happening was, is I started thinking a little differently. Then I started looking at my mindset, where I got my view on life. and how I got it. And it happened through school. Like a lot of us, you know, we're programmed, but I was programmed because I was a troubled kid, you know, and they didn't get it and they beat the crap out of me, you know? So they prophesied my life to be, you're going to be a loser. You'll never amount to nothing. You'll go to jail, this, that, and the other thing. And it happened. So I was listening to Jim Rohn and I was thinking about that kind of. I guess they call it psychoanalyzing myself or whatever going like, why do I think this? Why do I think that? So I wrote them all, a lot of them down, started journaling. And then like, I don't like that. So I did Jim Rohn. And then I found this other sales guy, Jeb Blount. And he's, um, he's just a sales guy, but he had these five minute podcasts. So the iPhone came out and then they had podcasts. I'm like, Oh my God, I'll listen to this. Then I started thinking, if I'm driving one hour and listening, well, I'll make it two. Then it turned to three. Then it turned to five. Then it turned to eight. I would just listen to it all day long. And my view on life started to change. And I realized I was reprogramming myself, literally reprogramming myself. I'm like, this is crazy. And I go, you know, I got a job in sales for a commercial roofing contractor. And I would walk around saying, everything I touch, I sell. Everything I touch, I sell. Because I don't need practice now. I'm not going to go practice putting a bid together, looking at a roof. If I'm going to look at it, I'm selling it no matter what. And that was 2002 or something like that. So then my sales were going up and up and up. And I was doing great for a few years. And then the crash of the market hit. And I kept saying, everything I touch, I sell. And my sales kept going up. And I'm like, this is freaking weird. And everybody else's sales dropped. And I'd actually kind of scare myself, you know. So it turned into this thing of I would hear things like Bob Proctor would always say, if you can see it in your mind, you can hold it in your hand. And then I would think about Star Trek. I'm like, why would I think about Star Trek? Because remember when the walkie-talkie things they had? Well, guess what we had? We had flip phones started, right? So somebody imagined these things on Star Trek that turned into flip phones. And if you can imagine it, you can be it. So I started journaling and then I read the book Think and Grow Rich. And I'm like, oh my God. So like I've read these books. I don't just read the books. I study them. I've read that book every year for 20 freaking years, once or twice. I listen to it when I'm driving, everything. So then I found, you know, the definite chief aim, right? So what I did is I wrote down what I wanted. I imagined my perfect life and I wrote it down. And at night I read that and then I close my eyes and I imagine my life happening like that. And then during the day, Like this is what happened to go green. And I'm sitting here thinking I'm insane. Right. I'm going, oh, you're crazy. Nobody's going to be your friend anymore. Don't tell. I never told anybody any of this, even my wife at the time. I'm not telling nobody because the people I would tell would tell me, oh, that's a pretty lofty goal. Pete,20 million dollar a year company. You should bring it down a little bit so you don't disappoint yourself. So I would imagine myself with go green at night. And then during the day, whenever any adversity hit me, anything would happen. I go, okay, I'm paying dues for Go Green. Whatever this is, it's teaching me something to push me forward to build Go Green. And then one day I looked up from the freaking computer and I'm like, holy crap, Go Green happened. I looked out the window right here and there's a big Go Green sign. I'm like, it freaking happened. This is insane. So I keep doing it. And all the stuff they're talking on the motivational guys, you know, there's motivational guys and stuff like that. But it's really about reprogramming for me was my self-esteem. And it comes down to if you think you can do it, you can do it. If you think you can't, you can't. Henry Ford said, right? And I had to trick my self-esteem the whole time because I had horrible self-esteem. And sometimes I still do. You know, it's like. And I don't know. But then I look around here and I'm like, holy crap. Go Green's here. OK, there's my proof. This crazy stuff happens. You know, I hope I didn't get too crazy for you, but it's the truth, man. You know, I had to battle my own self-esteem to get through it. And once I looked around at Go Green, looked at everything I had actually accomplished, I'm like, wow, I do deserve this. All of us, no matter where we're at in life, deserve a better life. And like I tell my sales guys, don't expect to have a better life if you're not making yourself better, period. And that's studying. It's studying and understanding whatever it is you're into.